i try so hard to move on.. think about other people.. be with other people.. but it all makes me just think of you and how much i feel for you. i know you care about me too.. it’s just something you know without any reason. i miss you. and i want “us” back. I know you can be a real asshole. you have admitted that to me but you also said you are sorry and that no matter what happens, you will always care about me. i just wish things were different.