every time our song comes on shuffle, i think of how sweet you used to be when you would sing it to me and even when you weren’t there you would sing to me on the phone. i know i sound pathetic to still be hung up on you. but you were the only guy who was so genuine and honest with me. everyone else is scum. plain and simple. i just wish you wouldn’t let your friends influence your mind. when its just me and you, its so simple and perfect. why can’t you grow up and see how much i care, even though i should not give a shit about you… but i do .. and i always will.
i do not love you. i don’t think.. but like why cant i just forget you and let you go and not want to see you.. or kiss you.. wtf is this a joke? i hate this.
urgh i could not be happier with this situation. finally finally finally i met someone who might have potential. i had the most humiliating moment of my life.. but to my surprise, it wasn’t that bad. and was completely understood. thankful for random encounters and strange connections
He would try to take away my pain and he just might make me smile
but the whole time I’m wishing he was you instead
"he kissed my lips, i taste your mouth"
so i hung out with this guy last night and he’s really cute, unbelievably sweet and such a gentleman. so what’s the problem, then? all i could think about is you. wishing it was you. wishing i was kissing you. wtf is wrong with me.. i guess i will just smile and tell my friends i met this amazing guy and he makes me smile.. even though all i still want is you.. and it makes no sense because you suck and talk to me every now and then.. why do you have such a spell over me.. i don’t get it.
so this new boy.. he’s so sweet and just my type but WHY do i still think of you and how much i miss you. I just can’t get you out of my head. Will i ever be able to move on?????
when i first met you… you were insanely into me.. and i really wasn’t into you… i knew you liked me so i gave you a chance.. and i fell for you… hard… Honestly, you are the funniest, sweetest guy i’ve ever known.. when you aren’t with your friends… but you are also the biggest asshole i have ever encountered and i just wish you had never spoke a word to me so i wouldn’t be so sad about this now.. i didn’t have high hopes that you would follow through with your plans for July .. but i always have that little bit of hope that maybe this time will be different… but once again… you suck.
Say you’re a mess
Say it’s a shame
Why can’t you at least pretend?
Say I should leave
You’re over me
Say something, say anything